Never doubt that the reason behind all this failures are because of the distractions I had for myself and the inability of me to concentrate on studies despite of all the hopes my parents had on me. Not so sure what happened recently but I guess something just hit me right on the head. What have I been doing actually the whole time I’m here in Newcastle? Can’t really find a valid reason or thing that I actually did besides screwing around. Sigh.

I guess its time to rearrange my life in another aspect. Walk with Him has never been so strayed or should I say, lonely. Maybe because I’ve lost the passion I had way back when singing and prayers really helped alot as well as CG meetings. There’s always someone looking after me and checking on me from time to time to see how am I doing. Everything just went so wrong when I come to think of it. I wasted so much time doing unnecessary things >.<

From now on, I have to set my life straight again. Everything is already nicely planned out and I hope I have the will to carry it on.

Please watch over me.

P/S: Just got back home from Jesselyn’s 21st dinner celebration. Gonna get some photos and upload it soon enough!